Time to Nut Up Or Shut Up

I haven’t written in a couple of days. Life has been hectic. I am superbly happy to say that Lily got her teeth fixed. I have never loved Patrick Fitzgerald more in my life than I do now. He gave me the money for it, I have to pay him back but he said I can take my time. She still doesn’t have her 4 front teeth but at least they are rotten anymore. I can rest easy now knowing she is taken care of with that. It ate away at me and I can honestly say I was ashamed of myself for letting it get hat way.

Anyway, just saw my cousins for the first time in almost 7 months, well 4 for Eric. I forget sometimes how much I LOVE those boys. It was great to catch up with them, and we sat around laughing and playing video games and then watched Jennifer’s body! Terrible movie, terrible but it had some funny dialogue, which I’m not surprised by since Diablo Cody wrote it.

My birthday is in 6 days. I’m not excited, which is weird. I used to count the days until I was a year older but these days I just really don’t give a fuck. I don’t know why =( I am excited for my birthday dinner, but that’s because I haven’t seen like any of my friends lately, aside from Sikko who I see more than anyone else b/c of Sindays. I can’t wait. Still have to talk with my mom about watching Lily, but I made sure it was a Friday so it’s not a work night and its around 6 so it will still be light enough for them to go in the pool and let’s face it, Lily is SOOOOO much better for her Gram.

Ok enough for now. I can’t think of anything else that happened in life. update soon =].

Quote to part with:

Tallahassee: I'm not great at farewells, so uh... that'll do, pig.

Columbus: That's the worst goodbye I've ever heard. And you stole it from a movie.

[[i've wanted to watch this again for like the last week]]

And wherever they are, the angels will dance

Yeah, Team Wolf right here!!!!

I held our friend Dave’s daughter Arianna today. It was difficult. I didn’t know it would be after 2 years, but it was. She is beautiful and it was fun, Lily LOVED having a baby in the house. She told me she wanted one. But it definitely stung a wound I didn’t realize was still so raw. I am still so utterly broken, and I hate getting gut wrenching reminders of the loss I am dealing with. Had to get it off my chest and now that I wrote it, admitted the pain, I feel better.

Sorry to start off my blog about something sad, it was a needed vent. Onto happier things…

Saw Eclipse Thursday night. It was good, definitely the best one so far. Jasper was the best part of the movie, he is so badass man. I was pissed about only one thing and its so minor but it was definitely one of my favorite parts of the book. After Bella punches Jacob and goes back to the Cullen house, Emmet comes in and says:
“Fall down again, Bella?” But in the movie they have him say something about walking and chewing gum at the same time…why? Why change a good thing. Idk I just don’t think it was funny what he said in the movie while I laughed my ass off in the book. Only thing I hated mind you, so that should tell you how good I thought the movie was. Loved the Lea tension, loved the wolves, LOVED LOVED LOVED the training with Jasper, loved the fight scene in the end, loved the kiss between Jacob and Bella, LOVED the almost sex on the bed with Edward and I absolutely loved Billy Burke aka Charlie and the whole sex talk scene. So much love for this movie, way better than new moon and again that says a lot because I am TEAM WOLVES lol.

Danielle Gen and I have been bonding lately and I love it. I mean there are days where I hate her, but it’s getting less, maybe 2 out of 7 days will be spent being mad at her, a definite improvement. I miss Tammy so much but this was her choice and I am proud she had the courage to leave and do what she wanted.

Read the second book in my vampire trilogy. LOVED IT.

Kayla, Kiersten’s cousin is up from Florida and we spent the day with her. We picked her up, went to Kmart for pool stuff, got some ice-cream and then hung out for a while. Lily loved her and Scootch couldn’t stop smiling. It was a good day.
Not a lot to blog about today, in a weird mood after the whole baby thing. I’m gonna go…

Quote for the road…

Perhaps they are not the stars, but rather openings in Heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy. ~Author Unknown